When my partner and I were still living in a small flat in a small studio apartment, we said that when we had a family we would maybe get a smaller house somewhere in the village. And then when I got pregnant, something really bad happened. I didn\’t understand it at all. My partner broke up with me. And we had already picked out a beautiful house online. I didn\’t understand it at all. I finally found out that my partner had fallen in love. Among other girls and it was a girl he dated for four years before they dated for almost a decade. While I understand that he only dated me for a few months, I got pregnant and was very unhappy about it.
What should I do now? Of course I kept the baby and I didn\’t want to have an abortion at all, but I was very unhappy about it. I didn\’t know what to do, we had also already chosen a house as I mentioned and we were also going to go there just the other day to have a look. I kept telling my partner why he was going to do this and why now that I was pregnant and we had a house picked out, we had a dream of picking out a beautiful house in the village and this was the one we had picked out.
So when we got the house we said that there was also a really nice big garden where we would get garden furniture and also that we would keep sheep and goats as we had promised ourselves because my partner always when he was little his parents kept sheep and goats and also chickens and we said that if we had a small house or a big house in the village that we would keep that there as well. And so, as I imagined, we would get maybe a beautiful German Shepherd and then also a little couch potato dog, as I always wanted. And my partner agreed to all this, so I don\’t understand how he could fall back in love with his ex-girlfriend who had cheated on him several times. And who didn\’t even want kids? Whereas I wanted kids, and my partner always wanted kids.